Getting irritable

Work is quite a depressing place, and today morgue like, though the car park was quite full so maybe they are parking their cars and going shopping or something. The new organisation is 23 days old but still we wait patiently for proper instructions, today the finance team apparently ‘closed the books’ of the old PCTs, we wait to hear the bad news on that one!

I think all this uncertainty is beginning affect me, I am a little irritable with my menfolk. I had a bit of a turn tonight over the chores (which all seem to me my job) and the conversation at the dinner table (lacking). I have a few days off after tomorrow so that will cheer me up (well lets hope).

Tomorrow I am meeting with my team to discuss the proposed structure for education in the new PCT. I don’t know which of those on offer is mine (though I can take an educated guess) or if they will still be my team by Christmas. Still I have my Agenda For Change banding and that is a slight improvement on the previous offer so I guess there is a silver lining, I just need to recognise it.