Though at least I have been spending money on things I consider pretty essential, and that I had been wondering how the hell I would afford. This week I am a fan of agenda for pay, this is because I have received some back pay, and obviously have been more of a drain on resources than usual. I have been reading on various blogs and in my own local paper, that much of the money that has been pumped into the NHS in recent times has gone on staff pay, and in pay increases at that. I wonder why I am no longer willing to work for the pittance I expected as a young nurse newly out of nursing school? Could it be that we want a reasonable salary for the work we do, or are we mere mercenaries?

Whatever it is, I have some back pay banked. Gordon Brown has taken a large slice to put back into the coffers and I have been spending a bit. First on the list was the new cooker. I was getting a bit worried about cooking my christmas dinner in the old one, but next Saturday my brand new Zanussi electric cooker arrives. I will also be purchasing new pans. Just got to order the turkey and I will be ready for that part of Christmas.

I have also ordered my first pair of varifocal glasses, and am hoping that things will be clearer soon! The contact situation is manageable particularly if it involves driving or doing some other distance stuff. They are not too good for trying to read academic texts and I have an essay to write. It is shocking though that I am having to spend near on £200 for them, though I have to admit to Monsoon designer frames and the fact that I get a second pair free.

This week I am also aiming to get something smart and kind of classical to wear at my impending interview. You see I really am Mrs sensible in my purchases here, I think it might be time for something a bit more exciting; any ideas?